Monday, September 11, 2006
[*t.Ru$.t*] ...i guess one of the most fragile thing that you can't see is trust. everyone treasure trust and no one likes being betrayed by someone they thought was their friend. but in any case, i guess the whole story of trust and betrayal is all part and parcel of life and no one can ever escape from the unforgiving clutches of betrayal.
well, in the process of growing up, everyone is bound to face such a situation at one point in time. but it'll really take a mature/ forgiving/ loving person to actually let go and move on. it's not easy, but it's not impossible either. God would want all of us to love everyone around us. God would love for us to forgive the people who hurt us. and i want to do what God wants me to do. i wanna love and forgive.
it's tiring having to remember what aweful things people did to you, so why not let go? it'll be better, the pain will go away, you'll be a happier person. whatever it is, God will take care of everything, but at the same time, all of us are His child and He would not want to hurt us unintentionally, for no reason at all. just as a father discipline his child for misbehaving, so will God do the same, for we belong to His family, we are His children.
i do not like to remain unhappy with people. but at the same time, i'm the kind to find it difficult to talk to people who've hurt my friends or myself for that matter. to me, it'll be easier not saying anything at all to these people cos i do not know what to say, i'd rather not get in anyone's way. i'm used to being transparent to certain people. i'm happy like that. cos keeping a low profile is more of a blessing cos people do not notice you, they tend not to have anything against you.
life is full of unpredictable things, full of inevitable changes. someone whom you thought would be your friend might just change and no longer would you recognise the person for who he/ she is anymore. but you have to move on, thinking and lamenting would not change anything. but it'll make you unhappy. it's not worth it.
as usual, this is just one of my thoughts. it is not targetted to any particualr group but just one of the things that i feel everyone will face at one point in their lives. you may not agree with me, but it's ok. cos everyone is entitled to their own opinions, just as i am entitled to mine. well, in any case, take care all you people out there. i hope this entry might have helped you in someway or another.
love,
cheryn ...
posted at 9/11/2006 10:21:00 pm
